today was horrible, seriously. i woke up with the top of my head on the pillow that was against the wall, it was so painful i thought i would die. it still hurts, poor me.

i didn't know about the space shuttle until noon when my dad came in and said, "did you hear what's going on in texas?". I thought some terrorists attacked NASA or Dallas or something. well, i was half right. the space shuttle blew up in the earth's atmosphere. how scary is that, when you're coming back home after a mission, expecting to see your kids and family, and you just start tumbling.

i am so tired of cnn, nbc and all that shit though, because when something like this happens, my dad is glued to the tv. he has to know exactly how it happened, when, where, and why. it was the same thing when jfk jr. was missing, the same thing on 9-11, and the same thing when the challenger exploded in 86. (or so i'm told, i was born in 88)

i have a great opening line for a song- "Well steal my soul and take my pride".. i really like the "steal my soul" part, but i dont like the "take my pride". maybe you can help me with that one. or not. whichever you prefer.

that was a great song that you have in your profile, really good. i wish i could write songs like that that can make certain people feel bad when they hear them. its just fun, but i write songs that are about sad things, its crazy. maybe i'll learn someday.

today i went to see Bailey, shes so cute! shes 9 months old, and just beginning to crawl. she would try to get up on her knees, and then go into pushup form, its so cute. you just put her little doggy toy in front of her and she'll do a jungle crawl towards it, so cute. i hate to see her grow up so fast, i remember the day she was born. and yes, finally, her parents are going to talk to the priest about getting her christened. nobody's officially "told me" that i was godmother, but they've been hinting around it. how dumb, i know its me, why aren't they telling me. my cousin mike is the godfather, so twenty-so years from now we'll be dancing at little bailey's wedding. *weep* i'm going to give her my precious moments cruxifix, aww.

Posted by YOUR NAME @ 6:27 p.m.

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