here again. today was really fun, i'm developing a liking for someone new, but i still like that other someone. and i told that other someone about the other someone and how hot he his... don't know if i should have said that but we had an interesting conversation today. "what happens in the backseat stays in the backseat" pretty much describes it all. if you want to know all about it, you can ask, because i dont feel like revealing it right now lol.

i feel like such a bitch because whenever julie tells me "i think you like this guy" and 'i think you like that guy" i always end up lying to her. and raquel too. i don't want them to know, and caitlin is the only one who does, about the one guy, and it won't take her too long to figure about the second guy, because i've been talking about him nonstop lately. i think he may like me too. after class he always finds his way over to me and strikes up a conversation. don't get me wrong, i love it. he's really cute and really fun, but i feel bad lying to my friends. i think i should just tell them, but i feel embarrassed. they're probably reading this anyway, so i'm screwed both ways. caitlin, tell me what you think. whatever you think... they're both really nice guys who are really nice to me and i like them alot. ahh!!! it will probably turn out that neither of them like me, so whatever. lol.

right now i will do a tiny little excerpt of my favorite song in the whole wide world, maybe the whole thing, but ooh well.

"Please take me by the hand/its so cold out tonight/i'll put blankets on the bed/i won't turn out the light/just don't forget to think about me/and i won't forget you/i'll write you once a week he said/why does it feel the same to fall in love or break it off/and if young love is just a game/i must have missed the kickoff/don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything/but i'd go through hell for you and/chorus: i haven't been this scared/in a long time/and i'm so unprepared/so here's your valentine/bouquet of clumsy words/a simple melody/this worlds an ugly place/but you're so beautiful to me/i'll think about the times/you kissed me after class/you put up with my friends/i acted like an ass/i ditched my lecture/to watch the boys play soccer/is my picture still hanging in your locker/chorus: i haven't been this scared/in a long time/and i'm so unprepared/so here's your valentine/bouquet of clumsy words/a simple melody/this worlds an ugly place/but you're so beautiful to me

i hope you think this song is beautiful! because it is! lol..

Posted by YOUR NAME @ 10:13 p.m.

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